My Everest…

While all of this is going on I am trying like hell to keep the stress level down and keep the pain away and the flare bear at bay…..BREATHE!  I am going to my physio, chiro, and massage appointments as well as evil face pain Dr.  I have discussed all of this with them so they know what baggage I’m carrying when I see them.  Breathe! I have also spoke with my HD councilor at length and she is quite concerned that all of this might become something that wakes the ever sleeping HD giant, because that is all I need right now for my health.   I am so very hyper aware of that and hope that doesn’t happen.   I was so looking

forward to the last part of this year as we have my son’s wedding coming soon!  My daughter is going to have a baby !! Now Mom’s cancer has reared it’s head.  How much can one handle?  I don’t know but i do know that all I can do is take it in little bits at a time and remember to Breathe!.  It was suggested to me that perhaps I ramp up some of my selfcare appointments to deal with all of this.   I giggled when I thought of me babbling at my recent appointment.   I talked about everything and nothing and in the end I was told to remember to Breathe!  Before going into these appointments with my mom to take a breath and see where things go, because in the end I cannot change what the dr’s will say.  But I can try to stop myself from spinning out of control…and hopefully keeping the HD giant at bay. Deep cleansing breaths….inhale, exhale.  Breathe!