My Everest…

Family can really suck sometimes! Especially when it’s someone that is close to you and they are all over with spreading the negative ions all over the place.   Man I’m telling you if I had an invisible shield for that kind of stuff I would be wearing it and I would be all sorts of happy.  People in return would probably think i’m insane with my positivity exuding all around but what is your preference…..being caught by miss mary sunshine?  Or a freaking big ass shit storm that is not being dumped on you once.  But several times??   I mean really if it was vented and discussed properly once.  Then I would be fine with it.  However, when it becomes a one sided RAISED voice conversation with only one person’s voice raised and no one else being able to talk and or speak on the issue.  Then why bother???   Oh that’s right…spewing your crap makes you feel better?   But listening to us trying to reason with you is all bs and nonsense and we are all wrong and we still have no say. Gotcha, next day same crap again….and this goes on.  Everytime you talk to them or see them it get’s brought up again like a broken record.  But the problem is the issue won’t be taken up with that person oh heck no we will hold a grudge until the day we die but we will not move on.  WHY NOT? I ask, can’t you be the better person?   Let it go and move on so we don’t need to hear about it anymore and be stressed about it.  Then they ask you why you are getting stressed about it.  Hmm I wonder why? Duh!  I  feel like I am part of a freaking love triangle.  I love both of these people and I don’t understand why one is so out to get the other.  The sad part is the other one doesn’t even know there is a problem because they were never made aware of the situation.  So why bring me into it ????  I’m not going to touch it.  It’s not my issue to bring up, discuss, and iron out.   I love my family as wacky they all are but when they are causing me stress and pain then that is when I love to hate them!   People say just cut your ties.  My friends, it is not as easy as it is to say when it’s someone that is close.  So what do you do?   What did I do?   I tried to limit the contact but that didn’t work because the spewing that came out of said person when we stopped by for a short visit was just so offensive and hurtful that I didn’t even try to say anything.  I’m at a loss for words.  I just hope you have got it out of your system because I’m not done with that person anytime soon and neither are you! Perhaps like someone said ”this too shall pass”. Flare bear….please go away!